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The Greatest Irony of Love

2012-01-30T01:26:00.000+08:00

(Author unknown)

The greatest irony of love: Loving the right person at the wrong time or having the wrong person when the time is right; finding out you love someone after that person walks out of your life. For some, they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much they love that person. Some are afraid to see the one they love being held by someone else. Most relationships tend to fail not because of the absence of love, but because love is always present. It's just that one was being loved too much, and the other was being loved too little. Most often, we fall in love with the person we think we love, but to only discover that for them we are just for past times. While the one who truly loves us remains either your friend or a stranger.

When you think of your past love; you may view it as a failure; but when you find a new love, you view the past as a teacher. In the game of love, it doesn't really matter who won or who lost. What's important is that you know when to hold on and when to let go. You know that you love someone when you want him or her to be happy, even if their happiness means that you're not apart of it. Everything happens for a reason and for its best. If the person you love doesn't love you back, don't be afraid to love someone else again, for you'll never know unless you give it a try.

You'll never truly love a person, unless you risk for their love; love strives in hurting. If you don't get hurt, then you won't learn how to love. Love doesn't hurt all the time; though the hurting is there to test you, to help you grow. Don't find love, let love find you; that's why it's called falling in love, because you don't need to force yourself to love, you just fall. You cannot finish a book without closing the chapters. If you want to move on, then you have to leave the past as you turn the pages.

Love is not destroyed by a single failure or won by a single caress. But why is it that the greatest irony of love is letting go when you want to hold on, and holding on when you need to let go? You can never find the right person if you can never let it go of the wrong, but at the same time the moment you feel like letting go, you remember why you held on for so long. Sometimes you have to forget what you want and remember what you deserve.

To love is to risk rejection, to live is to risk dying and to hope is to risk failure. But risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing at all. To reach for another is to risk involvement, to expose your feelings is to expose your true self. To love is to risk not being loved in return.

How to define love: Fall but do not stumble. Be constant but not too persistent. Share and never be unfair. Understand and try not to demand. Hurt but never keep the pain.

Love is supposed to be the most wonderful feeling. It should inspire you and give you joy and strength. But sometimes the things that give you joy can also hurt you in the end. Loving people means giving them the freedom; whom they choose to be and where they choose to go. Loving someone means giving them the freedom to find their way, whether it leads towards you or away from you.

Love can be a painful risk. To love means that risk must be taken, no matter how scary or painful, for only then will you experience the fullness of humanity of what we call love. If you're not ready to cry, if you're not ready to take the risk and if you're not ready to feel the pain, then you're not ready to fall in love.

Books are Friends

2012-01-29T22:34:00.000+08:00

The Fantastic Flying Books of Mr. Morris Lessmore from Moonbot Studios on Vimeo.

Wonderful 15-minute animation for those who love books and think life would be empty without them.

Blueberry Girl

2012-01-08T23:38:00.001+08:00

"Blueberry Girl"

by Neil Gaiman

Ladies of Light, and Ladies of Darkness,

and Ladies of Never-You-Mind,

This is a prayer for a Blueberry Girl

First: May you Ladies be kind.

Keep her from spindles and sleeps at sixteen;

Let her stay waking and wise.

Nightmares at three, or bad husbands at thirty;

These will not trouble her eyes.

Dull days at forty, false friends at fifteen;

Let her have brave days and truth.

Let her go places that we’ve never been;

Trust and delight in her youth.

Ladies of Grace, and Ladies of Favour,

and Ladies of Merciful Night,

This is a prayer for a Blueberry Girl,

Grant her your clearness of sight.

Words can be worrisome, people complex;

Motives and manners unclear.

Grant her the wisdom to choose her path right,

Free from unkindness and fear.

Let her tell stories, and dance in the rain,

Somersault, tumble, and run;

Her joys must be high as her sorrows are deep;

Let her grow like the weed in the sun.

Ladies of Paradox, Ladies of Measure,

Ladies of Shadows-That-Fall,

This is a prayer for a Blueberry Girl,

Words written clear on a wall.

Help her to help herself, help her to stand;

Help her to lose and to find.

Teach her we’re only as big as our dreams;

Show her that fortune is blind.

Truth is a thing she must find for herself,

Precious and rare as a pearl;

Give her all these, and a little bit more,

Gifts for a Blueberry Girl.

Fairyland 1

2012-01-01T22:19:00.001+08:00

The Girl Who Circumnavigated Fairyland in a Ship of Her Own Making by Catherynne M. Valente
My rating: 5 of 5 stars

"You can have grief without adventures, you cannot have adventures without grief."

After reading the first book of the Fairyland series, I cannot wait for the next books! This is a story of a young girl and her adventures in Fairyland and it was highly recommended by my sister. I can find influences from some of my beloved stories like "The Chronicles of Narnia: The Lion, The Witch and the Wardrobe", "The Wizard of Oz" and "Alice's Adventures in Wonderland".

Valente has a unique style of writing. I agree with my sister when she said it reminded her of Lemony Snicket's style except that this book is more whimsical and poetic and that there are no explanations of difficult words. There are a lot of unfamiliar words in the book, but I found it very distracting to look them up every so often. Despite this, I think the book would make a perfect bedtime story for both kids and adults alike.

Having mentioned that, I think this book is an adult story masquerading as a fairy tale. It is enchanting and wonderfully written. It felt like being in on a secret that only I, as a reader, share with the narrator. The story is funny and touching in unexpected ways. Even the ending caught me off guard.

To know more about the book, you can watch the book trailer here.

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The Stranger

2011-12-25T14:58:00.002+08:00

The Stranger by Albert Camus
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

"...I laid my heart open to the benign indifference of the universe."

I got intrigued when I saw this book displayed in a well-known local book shop. I thought I might try to read an Albert Camus book since his name sounds familiar. I could have heard about him during an English class when I was in high school. I was curious, so I looked for a copy online.

Initially, I thought it was a bit like "Catcher in the Rye" reading the words of an angst-ridden character. It's not just that. The story was told in a way that I got to explore the main character's world-- from his mundane, everyday routine until the occurrence of a couple of tragedies (the death of his mother and his killing of a man) that shaped the outcome of the story.

Surprisingly, the book made me sad. What makes it sadder still is the possiblity that the feeling of hopelessness bordering on indifference is a part of the real world and a fact of life. The last quarter part of the book was like swimming in the main character's thoughts and slowly drowning in them. It is such a short novel, but it shouldn't be considered "light" reading.

After reading the book, I realized I shouldn't have read it given the circumstances I am currently experiencing in my life. I couldn't help but be influenced by the thoughts the main character has shared in this story. Somehow, I got to understand how it would probably feel like seeing the world from Monseiur Meursault's point of view and living in his head. Then again, there is a personal lesson or two to be learned here. It is up to the readers to find them. What I learned, I will just keep to myself.

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Into the Woods

2011-12-13T23:12:00.001+08:00

Into the Woods by Lyn Gardner
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

I enjoy reading "juvenile" books and this is probably one of those books that I loved more because the plot stuck to being "for kids". Imagine a story created with twists from Grimm's fairy tales. I had fun guessing from which fairy tale this character or this scene came from. The main character even reminded me of Neil Gaiman's Nobody (from "The Graveyard Book") and Coraline. I can also picture myself reading it to children who have a penchant for scary stories with moral lessons in the end. It has a dark side to it, yet it is heartwarming. The story may be a tad too long or too wordy, but Mini Grey's illustrations within the book will help spark the imagination of both kids and kids-at-heart.

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W's

2011-12-11T21:39:00.001+08:00

The Five W's of Life:

WHO you are is what makes you special. Do not change for anyone.

WHAT lies ahead will always be a mystery. Do not be afraid to explore.

WHEN life pushes you over, you push back harder.

WHERE there are choices to make, make the one you won't regret.

WHY things happen will never be certain. Take it in stride and move forward.

Train - Save Me, San Francisco

2011-12-08T01:12:00.001+08:00

My sister and I were planning to listen to Train songs on the entire evening of December 7th. We were bracing ourselves to miss their concert on the same day. Little did we know, things were about to change. The night before that, my sister was online. I guess it was a combination of fan-girly luck, impeccable timing and decent internet connection that she was the second to tweet the right answer when Train had a contest through Twitter. They were giving out free tickets to their concert. My sister always wins these types of contests. I already told her to try the lottery next time. =)

We braved the midweek rush-hour traffic and sardine-like, packed MRT on the way to the venue. I know it was going to be worth it. One of our favorite songs of all time is "Drops of Jupiter" and that was the reason why we saw them perform live at the Alabang Town Center last year. That day, I officially became a Train fan. They have beautiful songs. Jimmy is awesome on guitars, Scott is such a talent both on the drums and keyboards, and Pat knows how to work his charm on stage. Their performance was fun, interactive and unforgettable. Once I've experienced it, I knew I wanted more.

About 15 minutes before the concert, we were lining up for our passes. We were given these stickers and were already ecstatic knowing we will be in the VIP/Patron area. I asked the person who gave us the stickers if we will have a chance for a meet-and-greet, he said they was just passes to enter. Oh well, at least they were for free. I shouldn't try to push my luck. When we got in, we had no seats since the stickers meant we were "standing VIP('s)". I didn't mind. I am used to standing during concerts. Besides, concerts won't be fun if we spent it sitting (unless it was a stage play, ballet or opera, I guess.)

Train after show stickers

We were worried when the front act, 6-Cycle Mind, started performing because there were a lot of vacant seats. In a venue as huge as the Big Dome, empty chairs are obvious. Maybe because it's a weekday. I don't know. So, we vowed to be as loud as we can and didn't care if we lost our voices in the process. I know we had a great show ahead of us.

stage background

The crowd thickened when Train started performing. It was nice knowing that the crowd was comprised mostly of Train fans because we were loud! I even found myself smiling while listening to the guy behind me belting out all the lyrics of all the songs they played. It was not shabby at all! Also, that was the closest I've ever been near the stage. As expected, it was one helluva ride! Pat never hesitated to interact with the audience. He was hilarious and a great singer as well. They had a lot of freebies and giveaways. Like their previous show, lucky girls from the audience became trainettes. They got to dance and sing with Train onstage. One of them got luckier and brought home Pat's guitar with his autograph! They sang songs I love, songs I am familiar with and songs I haven't heard of. They also sang their Christmas song "Shake Up Christmas". Incidentally, that was what my sister answered when she won us these tickets! Pat wore white and walked in a huge circle throughout the coliseum while he sang "Marry Me". He "married" Manila when he sang "...Say you will." Of course, the audience answered "I will!". He, then, signed the white shirt and gave it away. They gave out more Train shirts and Pat's guitar picks. Scott even threw his drum sticks. The guy in front of me was too tall that he caught it. Aww!

[Click here for Manila Concert Scene's set list.]

Manila trainettes 2011

Train

After the show, we lingered to take some pictures. We were surprised when someone announced on the loudspeaker that those with round stickers/after show pass can line up near the stage. I nearly swooned. We were not prepared to meet them in person (especially after being all sweaty during the concert)! I mean, look at us!

"If It's Love"
holding our cellphones up in the air
Train tweeted this after the concert

A smile was stuck to my face since we started walking to the backstage area until after I met Pat, Scott and Jimmy in person. I shook their hands and my sister told them we also watched them last year. Pat said, "Thanks for coming back!" They were all really nice. I just wanted to hug them and take them home. Haha! They'll be releasing another album next year and hopefully, I'll get to see them again when they come back. I know they will. =)

Meet and Greet
Photo courtesy of Dayly Entertainment
and Magic Liwanag Photography

[ Click here to view the Youtube playlist -- Train Live in Manila fancams: "Don't Stop Believing", "Shake Up Christmas", "Hey Soul Sister" and "Drops of Jupiter" ]

[ Click here to view more photos ]

City of Bones (The Mortal Instruments, book 1)

2011-12-04T21:47:00.001+08:00

City of Bones by Cassandra Clare
My rating: 2 of 5 stars

I have heard pretty good reviews about The Mortal Instruments trilogy, so I was excited to start reading them. The story from the first book is interesting. I can see some influences from The Lord of the Rings, Harry Potter and Twilight. There was excitement, but it was not consistent and I found myself being dragged throughout the story. I don't know if it is due to the very descriptive writing or the need for more editing. It felt like I was being spoon-fed with information that is redundant or unnecessary. I thought maybe I was just reading a book for really young kids, though I doubt that the plot itself is appropriate for those below seven years old. Besides, I have read a lot of so-called "juvenile" books and they're not overflowing with adjectives. Descriptions are okay to fuel the reader's imagination, but it was just too wordy for me. I got bored. I was also disappointed because I have read "The Very Secret Diaries" (of the Lord of the Rings characters) written by the author (Cassie Clare) a few years back. I compiled, laughed at and loved them all! Maybe I was just expecting too much.

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One Day

2011-11-29T22:51:00.001+08:00

One Day by David Nicholls
My rating: 5 of 5 stars

This is a sort-of book review but really, below are mostly random thoughts.

I think it's sweet to fall in love with someone you grew up with-- a bestfriend and confidante. I also think that if a woman walks away from you in any situation, but you still want her to stay in your life, always, ALWAYS run after her. I feel that despite all the disappointments in life and all those dreams that didn't come true, there is still someone or something that would make it all worthwhile.

The book made me realize these things. Although the jaded part of me knows a plot like this can only exist in fiction, the romantic part still loves how well-written this story is. I like that Emma and Dexter are both imperfect in their own ways. It makes them easier to relate to. It doesn't matter if you're fresh out of college or middle-aged. Life has its way of making you doubt the direction you're going. It makes you question yourself and your purpose of living. I like the way the book focuses on one specific day (albeit different years) and how it isn't chronologically written. It's true-- the past always finds its way back. Sometimes, to haunt us and make us feel like crap. Sometimes, to make us realize that we know better and we should move on because time will never wait for us.

Lastly, this book made me want to go to Europe. I can still hope. =)

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Irish Goodness

2011-11-23T15:22:00.001+08:00

Earlier today, I was lucky enough to be online and catch Mark Feehily (my favorite Westlife lad) start a live stream of him getting made up for a morning show in London. I was there to witness the number of viewers grow from less than a hundred to almost 500 in a few minutes.

Since I am a fan girl, I was chatting like crazy wishing he would read through my tweet. At 15:02, Mark said "Karen from the Philippines" as he read what I tweeted. I can die happy now. =)

Notable times:
10:02 Shane got his top off
10:14 Mark suggested Shane gets his top off on the Farewell Tour
13:09 Mark and Shane started singing The Birthday Song to a fan named Priscilla from the Philippines
16:17 Shane enjoying his morning coffee and Danish pastry
20:58 "Why is Nicky so cranky?"
21:09 Mark starts singing "That's Kian in the corner" to the tune of "Losing My Religion" and the rest of the lads follow -- This is my second favorite part of the stream.

Eleven

2011-11-11T11:46:00.001+08:00

I made a wish at 11:11 on 11.11.11.

Sooner or later, I would know the reason why it did (or did not) happen to me, why I did (or did not) deserve it. When that time comes, I will understand and I will be okay. Everything will fall into place.

7 Wonders of Nature

2011-11-09T01:37:00.002+08:00

Puerto Princesa Underground River

Please vote for the PP (Puerto Princesa) Underground River in Palawan to be included in the 7 Wonders of Nature. One vote (7 choices) per email address. Make sure to check your email inbox to confirm your votes and make them count! Voting ends on 11.11.11. =)

CLICK HERE TO CAST YOUR VOTES

When in the Philippines, you can also vote through SMS. Each SMS sent counts as one vote for PP Underground River in the New7Wonders of Nature.
Send PPUR to 2861
Cost per each SMS sent:
PHP2.00 (Sun)
PHP2.50 (Globe, Smart)

The world is their stage.

2011-11-07T13:43:00.001+08:00

I was thinking of writing about the Big Bang K-pop fandom, but I don't think it'll just be a blog post. That would probably be a whole chapter in my book. I'll just say it all started from my sister's influence. Then to watching videos and guestings, buying their albums, listening to their music, buying their merchandise, downloading wallpapers for my desktop, attending K-pop conventions, and best of all, meeting new friends. It has been a long journey. So, I'll just focus on the MTV EMA win. This is not an entry that will try to change the opinion of others with regards to K-pop in general. Haters will always hate (and if you are one, you are welcome to stop reading this). It's just that I have so much emotions in me right now and writing about it is the best way I can express myself.

Big Bang light sticks
photo taken from http://dandiyang.tumblr.com

Big Bang, one of our favorite K-pop groups, was nominated for the MTV EMA Worldwide Act. They won an initial voting/screening to represent the Asia Pacific. I remember liking this Youtube video about a month ago telling other VIP's to vote for them (just look at the most-liked comment! ^^). I also remembered someone replying to me that Big Bang would not have a chance because so-and-so artist is leading and is better than them. I was so tempted to reply back, but then again, I told myself I am better than that, so I ignored it.

Everyday, my sister and I would reach the voting limit using several browsers and several sites for MTV. Our fingers even got the most out of it because we became much more passionate with the voting after seeing Big Bang (all five of them!) leaving Incheon airport for Heathrow airport a few days ago. Most, if not all VIP's, know that this year has not been very gentle with Big Bang. It's been a rollercoaster and tumultuous ride. Earlier this year, a friend and I watched them at the Korean Music Wave in Singapore. Just the four of them. I missed Daesung. He had been on "leave" for months now because of that car accident, and then this most recent marijuana issue with GD happened. VIP's couldn't help but wonder when they are going to grace the stage together again.

It was Monday morning from where we're from. My sister and I woke up at 3 AM to watch the pre-show of the MTV EMA. My Twitter,Tumblr and Facebook are full of Big Bang posts for the past few hours. Before the winner was announced, I was shaking. I was so nervous I couldn't even understand why. I told myself, they're going against Britney Spears. That no matter what happens, VIP's are still proud of them. When Big Bang was announced as the winners, I wanted to shout, cry and laugh all at the same time. I was like a mother so proud of her kids.

Click here to watch the pink carpet backstage interview.

"We can do everything!" - Taeyang

Click here to view the moment that made me very nervous.

"This is only because of our fans, through all the ups and downs, thank you for standing by us. Thank you!" - Taeyang

"Woah, it’s amazing! Thank you so much! We are called BigBang from South Korea! It’s nice to see you and this award is all the more valuable because it’s a present that you, fans, gave us. Thank you VIPs! Please take interest in Korean Music and BigBang even more from now." (spoken in Korean translated to English) - Jiyong

This Worldwide Act Award is what they needed to get out of the slump. It just goes to show that when you're down, there's nowhere else to go but up. Now, they can do anything they set their hearts to. It was wonderful seeing the five of them together again and, of course, the VIP's went to the rescue! I am so proud of Big Bang for bringing attention to the Asia Pacific talents. I am also proud for the VIP's (and the K-pop fandom) whose support never wavered despite everything that happened and who united in achieving a single goal. The boys can now share their music to the whole world! Big Bang Fighting! ^^

P.S.
Dear YG, I am hoping this would be enough for you to plan a World Tour for Big Bang in the days to come. =)

Note to Self

2011-11-07T07:25:00.003+08:00

"Don't Quit"

When things go wrong as they sometimes will,

When the road you're trudging seems all up hill,

When the funds are low and the debts are high,

And you want to smile, but you have to sigh,

When care is pressing you down a bit,

Rest if you must, but don't you quit.

Life is queer with its twists and turns,

As every one of us sometimes learns,

And many a failure turns about

When he might have won had he stuck it out;

Don't give up though the pace seems slow--

You may succeed with another blow,

Success is failure turned inside out--

The silver tint of the clouds of doubt,

And you never can tell how close you are,

It may be near when it seems so far;

So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit--

It's when things seem worst that you must not quit.

Edgar A. Guest

The Power of Six

2011-11-06T01:26:00.002+08:00

The Power of Six by Pittacus Lore
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

I have always been intrigued by what the Lorien Legacies can offer. This book is as adventurous as the first one. There are probably paragraphs that I find too cheesy, but the last 50 or 60 pages are action-packed and thrilling that I wished I can zoom through each page just to know what happens next. It was that good! Of course, the ending seemed to come in the most inconvenient of times. Now, I shall wait for the next book. Again.

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Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close

2011-11-02T23:44:00.000+08:00

Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close by Jonathan Safran Foer
My rating: 5 of 5 stars

The main reason why I started reading this book is because my sister sent me a link of the movie adaptation trailer and I told myself, I wanted to read it before I watch it. This is the first Jonathan Safran Foer book that I've read and I don't understand why I just started reading his work. Some of his books have been on my to-read list and getting this one crossed out made me a fan. The book is extremely hilarious and incredibly touching.

The story is very unpredictable. It took me from 9-tear-old Oskar Schell's adventure after his father died at the 9/11 tragedy to his grandparents' story years ago during the bombing in Dresden, Germany. Back and forth. Back and forth. It made me laugh out loud, then made me pause and digest the words. I never would have guessed how the "mystery" of the Black key would be solved.

Reading the book is a journey. I noted a lot of quotable quotes and learned a lot of trivia. I found it funny how Tom Hanks was mentioned in the book and now, he'll be playing Thomas Schell (Oskar's father) in the movie. It was nice seeing "Philippines" mentioned as well.

I've grown to love Oskar. At first, he reminded me of Charlie from "The Perks of Being a Wallflower", but then again, he's totally different. I like his innocence and the way he likes writing letters. I like how smart he is and how he idolizes Stephen Hawking. I like his vulnerability and the words he used. I read the line "Succotash my balzac you dip shiitake!" again and again so I can laugh at it some more. One of my favorite moments was when he was playing "the game" with Dr. Fein, his psychiatrist. I couldn't stop laughing then. It's amazing how Oskar touched and changed so many lives. In the end, I just wanted to hug him and tell him it's gonna be okay.

I've watched the trailer a couple of times before. I watched it again after reading the book and saw it in an entirely different light. One, I don't think this is another movie made to just profit from 9/11. Two, this time, the trailer made me cry. "Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close" gave me heavy boots but still made me feel like a hundred dollars.

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A Game of Thrones: A Storm of Swords

2011-11-01T15:13:00.001+08:00

A Storm of Swords by George R.R. Martin
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

The third book of the Game of Throne series is not as page-turning as the first two, but no matter how I try to find spoilers in Wikipedia, this book still has its own share of surprises. I think that's one of the reasons why I like George R.R. Martin's writing. He can make me love or hate a certain character and before I finish reading, the opinion or affinity I have with someone will change, and even do a 360-degree turn. He can write from a point-of-view of an innocent child in one chapter and change to a brutal outlaw who wants nothing more but revenge in the next chapter. This book is action-packed and, in my opinion, the most violent from the three I've read so far. That's the reason why I would stop and give it a rest from time to time. After watching the Game of Thrones series again, which gave me a whole lot of different perspective after reading the book, I resumed reading. So far, the books have not yet disappointed me.

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Slán, Westlife

2011-10-20T01:49:00.001+08:00

Westlife: Shane Filan, Mark Feehily, Kian Egan, Nicky Byrne

Click here to view "Statement by Westlife".

I will never be who I am now (in all my fangirly ways) without Westlife. Thank you for the 14 years of beautiful music. It's really nice to be a part of it all. I shall take cherish all the Westlife tokens and memorabilia I have collected through the years. I wish to see you again perform as a group for the last time during your farewell tour. Who knows? Maybe years from now (when we're old and gray?), I will be screaming again at your reunion concert. Good luck on your future endeavors. Mark, Shane, Nicky and Kian: you will always be my original favorite Irish lads. ♥

Slán! Or is it slá go fóill? =)

Day Watch

2011-10-16T15:53:00.001+08:00

It has been a while since I read the books and there were events in the movie I cannot even remember happening in the books. Some characters confused me and some were not as I imagined them to be. It would have probably been better if I watched "Night Watch" the movie first before seeing this. But given the chance, I still want to watch the movies starting from the first one. The books were too interesting for me to just ignore the movie adaptations. Besides, the special effects were visually stunning. That took my mind off being annoyed with the mouth movements not in-sync with the spoken words. Yes, the movie was dubbed in English and the subtitles showed different spellings of the characters' names. Haha! =)

A Game of Thrones: A Clash of Kings

2011-10-13T12:58:00.001+08:00

A Game of Thrones / A Clash of Kings by George R.R. Martin
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

Since there is no half-star rating (4.5), I'll go with 4. Like some war-themed books I've read, I found my eyes skipping some lengthy descriptions and going directly to conversations. (But then I always go back.) It also helps that, as a visual learner, I look at the maps every so often. Sometimes, I couldn't help but wish "A Game of Thrones" has an "Atlas of Middle-earth" counterpart. (Or is there?) What's similar to my experience with reading the first book is that I still have my own favorite chapters, thus admitting to having my own favorite characters. There are characters I want to kill though. Maybe the book is bringing out the violent side of me. (Haha!) I guess that's how good a writer George R.R. Martin is. Like most great writers, he makes you a part of the world he created that sometimes you wish you were really a part of it. =)

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Harry's Wand

2011-10-11T22:45:00.004+08:00

Today, we got Harry’s wand. My sister joined a contest a few weeks ago and won.

Thank you very much, Fashion Cousense!

The second picture shows a second wand our father made way before we got Harry’s. =)

Lenka Live in Manila

2011-10-10T00:42:00.000+08:00

A few hours before the concert, my sister learned that she won two tickets for Lenka Live in Manila. She's always lucky that way (I told her next time to try the lottery). I am not really a hard-core Lenka fan, but I know some of her songs and I like them a lot. They make me feel good and they're mostly happy and would often urge you to dance or clap with the music.

We waited for quite a while and were entertained by three front acts. It was worth it because Lenka was cute. Listening to her was fun and I can almost believe myself when we chanted "We will not grow old" with her because her music has such a child-like quality to it. Speaking of "child", I love that baby bump she's sporting!

It felt wonderful when she sang my favorite song "Don't Let Me Fall" as a lullaby to her baby. It was a beautiful rendition and I never thought about it before, but the lyrics to that song can be applicable to any kind of love, not just in the romantic sense. The crowd's favorite was also the last song. We didn't want our "money" back because we just enjoyed "The Show" (of course).

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Lenka Live in Manila

Click this to watch "Trouble is a Friend".

Click this to watch my favorite song "Don't Let Me Fall" and fave performance of the night.

Click here to watch the final song "The Show".

* All the puns in this post are intended.
** Thank you for the tickets, Manila Concert Scene!

Westlife in Manila 2011: A Fangirl Account (Long Post)

2011-09-30T20:25:00.000+08:00

I have been down in the dumps for days I wanted to give myself a house arrest for life. But the world awaits and when you're down, there's nowhere else to go but up, right?

No, this is not supposed to be a blog entry about my personal life. So, here goes. I haven't blogged a fan account in years. Well, September 29, 2011 happened and it is probably one of the highlights of my year. You see, I was supposed to be in Singapore and I was prepared to miss Westlife's concert in Manila for the first time in my fangirling history. I guess, I'm meant to be here in Manila for now. Things happen for a reason. I got to experience this and it is true, the best things in life are free.***

My sister and I were open to "whatever happens, happens", as long as at the end of the day, we will watch Westlife's concert at the Smart-Araneta Coliseum. Since I'm stuck in a financial rut right now, General Admission will do. Little did we know that we're in for surprises and happy moments galore. There it was again, the fangirl in me just wanted to shout out, dance, cry in hysterics all at the same time. It has been 11 years since I watched Westlife's first concert in Manila. I was a student then and I learned that time that I have these stalker tendencies. I haven't missed a single concert since. I have been a fan since Ronan Keating introduced them in Smash Hits! That was 13 years ago, more or less. Yes, you can probably guess what age bracket I belong in. Some people I got to know during those "fangirling" times are still my friends until now. There were funny, incredulous, tiring and embarrassing moments that would be a part of my "The Things I Did for Westlife" list.

Earlier in the day, we got invited to attend Westlife's press conference in Edsa Shangri-la Hotel. After all these years, I'm finally going to meet them up close. I couldn't believe my luck. There were changes in the start time and it turned out, the lads just woke up and were jet-lagged. After more waiting, we decided to give up our initial seats and I ended up cross-sitting on the floor right in front of Nicky. When the lads came in, I wanted to burst in excitement. But since I was in the presence of the members of the media, I kept quiet. The lads were funny and decent despite them just getting out of bed. Questions were answered (and we can probably reads those in newspapers, online or watch them on TV). I was just there, snapping pictures and smiling. I don't think the smile even left my face. I got to wave to Nicky who was busy taking videos of everyone. He chuckled when we posed for his camera. That moment is already ingrained in my memory.

Q and A

group shot

Much to my surprise, we were informed that we will have a chance to meet-and-greet Westlife before the concert.*** I could have died and gone to heaven then. But since I don't wanna die before meeting Westlife again, my sis and I took a late lunch/early dinner, then headed for the venue.

getting giddy

photo courtesy of Magic Liwanag Photography for DAYLY Entertainment

The photo was taken by an official photographer and no personal cameras were allowed. Funny thing was, my sis and I were practicing on what to say to these lads when we finally get to meet them. We had about 2 hours of practice and I told her to go directly to Nicky while I go to Mark (yes, he's gay but I don't care!). I was planning to steal a hug from him too! We went in and it was finished in a couple of seconds. Too bad they were pressing for time and all we got to say was "Thank You!". Since we were looking forward to the concert, we hurried to the entrance so as not to miss the opening song and found our seats. We barely warmed our seats when the opening song came out, we ran to the front. It was like deja vu. (I ran to the front as well in one of those Westlife concerts in the same venue.) We danced and sang and got sweaty. I even cursed our point-and-shoot digital camera because it kept blurring the supposedly great pics I got. I didn't let it ruin my mood. It's amazing to be there, watching them do their thing up close. I'm sure about eleven thousand people in that venue agreed with me when I say listening to those songs we grew up with felt nostalgic.

"epic crowd" - Nicky

Westlife on stage

That was my not-so-typical Thursday. It was a roller-coaster ride of emotions for a fan like me. It was a once-in-a-lifetime experience and I won't mind if something similar happens to me again soon. Who wouldn't want to fly without wings again, right? =)

More photos here.

Click here to view "What Makes A Man" (fancam).

Click here to view "Flying Without Wings" (fancam).

Click here to view "Uptown Girl" (fancam).

***All these wonderful memories will not be possible without the help of Dayly Entertainment. We are eternally grateful. Congratulations for a sold-out and successful concert! =)

A Song of Ice and Fire - A Game of Thrones

2011-09-27T16:50:00.000+08:00

A Game of Thrones by George R.R. Martin
My rating: 5 of 5 stars

Reading the first book of made me feel like watching the first season of the series all over again, minus the sex scenes galore and more of the touching back-stories of the characters. There were lull moments, but there were also favorite chapters (which meant favorite characters as well). There were questions answered, but more questions created. Finishing it on a stormy afternoon did not add to the dramatic flair as I hoped, but only gave me the sense of urgency to read the next books. No rest for the weary eyes, I guess. =)

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My Coelho Moment

2011-09-24T20:58:00.000+08:00

Okay, so it's one of those nights when I just randomly check out tweets from the people I'm following. Sometimes, I reply, re-tweet or just ignore them. Then I saw Mr. Paulo Coelho (one of my favorite authors) tweet another one of his quotable quotes. I just thought I'd RT it to my followers with an additional piece of my mind. Then he replied. Until now, I am starstruck. O_o

(Note: Begging your pardon for my grammatical error. I was in a hurry. =D)

Discontentment

2011-09-20T00:35:00.002+08:00

When I'm there, I miss being here. When I'm here, I want to be there. Maybe, I have to appreciate what I have here first before I enjoy what being there entails.

Let Me In

2011-09-18T02:38:00.000+08:00

It's a well-paced, gripping thriller that did not make me scream, but got me hooked until the end. Great acting, great story and great quality. I have yet to see the original Swedish movie. No, this is not just another vampire movie.

The Perks of Being A Wallflower

2011-07-25T20:37:00.000+08:00

"...We accept the love we think we deserve."

I picked this book up one random day in the book store because I found the title interesting. I read the blurb and I knew I want to read the story as soon as possible. It's just an added bonus that they are going to make a movie out of this and I am looking forward to that.

"...But even if we don't have the power to choose where we come from, we can still choose where we go from there."

The story of Charlie reminded me of "The Catcher in the Rye" combined with "The Incident of the Dog in the Night Time". The story is simple yet the characters are complex in their own ways. It is very interesting to note the literature, films and music mentioned in the books. I am listening to the songs from Charlie's "Winter" mix tape while I'm typing this and somehow, it helped me get a glimpse of the "real" Charlie. I believe there's a Charlie inside everyone of us-- pure, good and selfless-- no matter how out of place and weird this world sometimes makes us feel.

"...And even if somebody else has it much worse, that doesn't really change the fact that you have what you have. Good and bad."

Leap Year

2011-06-13T16:08:00.002+08:00

“May you never steal, lie or cheat.

But if you have to steal, then steal away my sorrows.

If you have to lie, then lie with me all the nights of our life.

If you have to cheat, then cheat death
because I don’t want to live a day without you.”

I love Amy Adams. She's talented, smart and funny without trying hard to be all of the above. She can create chemistry between herself and her on-screen partner. I added a star for Matthew Goode, just because he is very... umm... "goode"-looking. Pun intended. It's not much of a movie since it's simple and predictable, but it is a feel-good chick-flick and if you like romantic comedy, expect some laughs and "aww..." moments. I love the location! It's very scenic and it reminded me of that longing to go to Ireland, thus adding another item to my bucketlist. =)

X-Men: First Class

2011-06-04T00:39:00.001+08:00

The special effects were cool as expected. The acting was excellent-- special mention to the McAvoy-Fassbender bonding moment that made me cry. Kevin Bacon was, well, one of those villains I love to hate.

I am one of those who haven't read the graphic novel series, but watched the movies and grew up with the animated TV program. It was awesome seeing how it all began.

Last Watch

2011-05-16T23:23:00.000+08:00

The 4th and last installment of the Night Watch series is fast-paced and the most page-turning book of them all. "The Last Watch" (a.k.a. "Final Watch") has revelations that surprised me and made me want to know more. The book brings to light some mysteries that the previous books imparted. I was not a big fan of the ending though. I found it a bit anti-climactic. Will there be more action to follow with the young heroine as main protagonist? I hope so.

Twilight Watch

2011-05-10T00:29:00.000+08:00

The third installment of this four-book series is more fast-paced and action-packed than the first two books I've read. This is the part where everything falls into place and starts to make sense. New and interesting characters are introduced in this book. Main characters get developed in a way that is both unexpected and well-thought-of. It's the kind of writing that makes me enjoy reading. Again, I have experienced that instance when I can't stop my eyes from scanning the page and jumping from one phrase to another just to fast-forward the scenes in my mind. I couldn't wait to know what happens next.

I'm a BeLEEver

2011-05-09T04:58:00.002+08:00

I was alone but I had to see him. Made a couple of acquaintances as I found myself falling in line at least 2 hours before the show was supposed to start. I have this silly infatuation for him since his audition day for American Idol season 9. I never missed an episode. I was ecstatic when he won. I knew he'd be coming to my country and when I heard the news, it didn't matter if I had company or not, I told myself by hook or by crook, I'd be watching him live!

There I was on May 7th at the Venice Piazza. It looked like it was about to rain after the sweltering heat that day. I didn't mind. I was just so excited! I got a copy of his album because I know I had to be up close to him and have him sign it. I was nervous but I had the guts to thank him for coming to Manila and greeted his mom a "Happy Mother's Day" in advance. It was a wonderful experience. =)

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Lee Dewyze official website

Shawshank Redemption

2011-04-10T09:14:00.000+08:00

"Get busy living or get busy dying."

I have always been a fan of Morgan Freeman. This movie is another proof that he is one underrated actor. Hats-off to Tim Robbins as well for a very outstanding performance. The story has a good mesh of comedy, drama, suspense seasoned with witty lines from brilliant actors.

This is one of those Stephen-King-book-based films I consider a classic. It gives a lesson on freedom, hope and humanity. The character of Morgan Freeman, Red, said, "I have to remind myself that some birds aren't meant to be caged", and the same goes with this story. It's meant to be spread around.

Day Watch

2011-04-02T08:18:00.000+08:00

"Day Watch" is book 2 of the Russian "Night Watch" series by Sergei Lukyanenko. This book has all the important elements that a "middle book" in a series should have. It introduces some important characters that played or will play a big role in the entirety of the story. It's not as page-turning as the first one, but it gives the reader a longing as the book stops at a very interesting part of the plot-- just like a deep breath before the plunge.

Gnomeo and Juliet

2011-04-02T07:10:00.001+08:00

This movie was entertaining and a laugh trip from start to finish. Two star-crossed gnome lovers from Verona, oh well, we all know the tale. This one, though, is full of witty and funny lines plus a dash of Elton John songs, you can't help but have fun while watching it.

Classics

2011-03-28T04:05:00.000+08:00

The Color Purple

Based on a classic best-seller by Alice Walker, this is one of those movies who stood the test of time. A Steven Spielberg creation minus the flashy special effects and sci-fi based plot, plus award-winning performances from the actors, this drama is set to move you.

One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest

There's more to Jack Nicholson than just playing the usual villain in a story. He proved it in "About Schmidt" and this is another one of the movies that proves he can be a great dramatic actor who can move the audience. I have not read the book where this movie is based from, but the witty lines, great performances can make you laugh and cry and maybe make you nuts once in a while.

Love Story

2011-03-27T06:18:00.001+08:00

This movie was recommended by a friend who warned me about getting this urge to wail while watching this film. I was not disappointed. There's something about these classic movies that is honest and straightforward. It wasn't carried by special effects, breath-taking cinematography, award-winning acting or well-blending soundtrack. Nevertheless, it was pure and the story goes straight to the heart. That's why films like this become timeless.

The Girl With the Dragon Tattoo

2011-03-14T14:55:00.000+08:00

I have always wanted to read the book with the same title, so when I saw this Swedish film, I had to watch it. This puzzling thriller lasted for about 2 and a half hours complete with subtitles, but the movie was beautifully made that I never even noticed. It was a mixture of intrigue, suspense, mystery and a few more emotions that would keep a viewer glued to the screen. It was not just the story that made me appreciate this foreign film, but the superb acting as well.

Super Show 3

2011-03-01T08:34:00.001+08:00

It was the evening when a VIP also became an ELF.

Thanks to my sister who convinced me to watch Super Show 3.

Sorry, Sorry

my sister and I

Choi Siwon, my SuJu bias

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I Am Number Four

2011-03-01T08:17:00.001+08:00

This is another movie that encouraged me to read the book. There are a lot of eye-candies in this film that may have compensated for the not-so-great acting. I am adding an additional star for the story and the special effects. I think they would even be cooler in 3D.

Weekend Movies

2011-02-21T12:27:00.000+08:00

I saw three movies this weekend and here are my thoughts. =)

Legend of the Guardians: The Owls of Ga’Hoole

This movie showed awesome animation and special effects. I wish I could have seen this on 3D. Though the story was predictable, the characters were so lovable! It was entertaining. =)

Charlie St. Cloud

Another movie based on a book I have yet to read, “Charlie St. Cloud” was predictable. I have to say, Zac Efron was not just an eye-candy in this film, he delivered a good performance as the lead actor. The entire story though was so-so.

West Side Story

An adaptation of Romeo and Juliet set in the 1950’s, here is another tragic tale of love in the middle of a gang war. This is another musical crossed-out from my list of must-watch films. There are corny and funny moments, but the ending still tugged some heartstrings and I understood why this has become a classic. =)

SG

2011-02-20T01:28:00.000+08:00

The past two weeks have been a blur and a blast at the same time. Why do I have the feeling that I'll be back in that place soon? =)

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Crossing Fingers

2011-02-06T17:04:00.002+08:00

I would like to think that tomorrow will be the start of a new chapter in my life.

I will be away from home for 2 weeks. I will miss my comfort zone, my family, my friends, my home and my routine. It's going to be the first time for me to get out of my country and brave the unknown. I will be with some friends, but I am excited to meet new people, learn new cultures and see different places. I also wish I could find something that will make me feel more complete. I will work hard to find my niche and hopefully, start a fulfilling career where I would invest the next years of my life. I am nervous but hopeful at the same time.

Wish me luck! =)

Love and Other Drugs

2011-01-30T07:46:00.000+08:00

I thought it was a typical boy-meets-girl and then boy-gets-girl movie. The story surprised me. The acting was top-notch and the chemistry between Anne Hathaway and Jake Gyllenhaal was palpable. The end part was unexpectedly touching and heart-wrenching. It was a good mix of comedy, drama and romance with a dose of witty lines in between.

127 Hours

2011-01-22T15:19:00.000+08:00

Based on a true story, this movie is simple yet gripping. The plot revolved in a life-and-death situation that can trigger something natural within, like a reflex to a threat. I found myself screaming and getting thirsty while watching this. I love the cinematography and the movie lines. I am not a James Franco fan, but the acting was superb. It's not really spectacular, but it is emotional. There are no special effects and scary makeup or costumes, but it can take you to the edge of your seat.

10 Simple Truths Smart People Forget

2011-01-11T02:43:00.000+08:00

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#1 – Education and intelligence accomplish nothing without action.

#2 – Happiness and success are two different things.

#3 – Everyone runs their own business.

#4 – Having too many choices interferes with decision making.

#5 – All people possess dimensions of success and dimensions of failure.

#6 – Every mistake you make is progress.

#7 – People can be great at doing things they don’t like to do.

#8 – The problems we have with others are typically more about us.

#9 – Emotional decisions are rarely good decisions.

#10 – You will never feel 100% ready when an opportunity arises.

Thanks!

2011-01-07T18:12:00.001+08:00

Thanks to those who hated me, you made me feel stronger.

Thanks to those who loved me, you made my heart grow fonder.

Thanks to those who cared, you made me feel important.

Thanks to those who entered my life, you made me who I am today.

Thanks to those who left, you showed me that nothing lasts forever.

Thanks to those who stayed, you showed me true friendship.

Thanks to those who listened, you made me feel I was worth it.

***edited some of the words from the photo attached. Credits included on the photo itself. =)

Mary and Max

2011-01-02T02:18:00.001+08:00

"Mary and Max" will always be one of those claymation (clay animation) that has a special place in my heart. I didn't have an idea what this film was about at first. I was attracted to the cover illustration and got more curious when I read the blurb. The movie is about an unusual but long-lasting and meaningful friendship. It all started when an 8-year old girl from Australia had an impulse to write to and a man who has Asperger's Syndrome in New York. Despite the age differences and being continents apart, the characters are rather quite similar in more ways than one. The beginning was light, funny and enjoyable, but as the story goes on, it plot evolves and discusses heavy themes including a psychological eye-opener. The animation was wonderfully crafted. The story is sweet, touching, and heartbreaking. I couldn't help but feel a lump in my throat at the end of it. =)

To Me You Are Perfect

2010-12-25T10:53:00.003+08:00

”..and at Christmas you tell the truth… to me you are perfect… Enough. Enough for now.”

This is one of my favorites, if not my favorite scene in the movie. This never fails to make me cry. I have been watching it for the past 2 Christmases and I think I have to grab a copy again and watch it before the year ends. =)

Season's Greetings!

2010-12-24T14:20:00.001+08:00

Our hearts grow tender with childhood memories and love of kindred, and we are better throughout the year for having, in spirit, become a child again at Christmas time.

~ Laura Ingalls Wilder

♪♫ Although it's been said, many times, many ways...
Merry Christmas to you... ♪♫

When Harry Met Sally

2010-12-20T13:58:00.000+08:00

It's one of those classics that has stayed in my must-watch-movie list for a long time. This is one of those epic friendship-turning-into-love plots. I know that watching it right now is like stabbing myself several times, but since I still am a romantic at heart, I grabbed the chance to view it. I was not disappointed. It was original, funny and heart-warming, it made me wanna fall in love all over again. I love the script and the music. I also love the short clips or interviews of couples who had long-lasting relationships that they insert in-between the story. The ending was a a bit abrupt for me, but overall, it was enjoyable. I am such a sucker for love stories! Too bad these things just happen in fiction. =p

Farro brothers leave Paramore

2010-12-20T05:51:00.000+08:00

I'm just glad I was able to watch them perform live before this all happened. Wish them all the best of luck! News taken from this link.

Josh and Zac of Paramore are leaving the band. Below is a message from the band

“Over the past 6 years, our band has been through some of the most intense and incredible experiences of our lives. None of these things have been without trial. We’ve worked so hard to get to where we are and the fact that you are all still here with us says something about you that we will never be able to truly understand. You have stuck with us through thick and thin and we are so grateful. A couple of months ago, Josh and Zac let us know they would be leaving the band after our show in Orlando last Sunday. None of us were really shocked. For the last year it hasn’t seemed as if they wanted to be around anymore. We want Josh and Zac to do something that makes them happy and if that isn’t here with us, then we support them finding happiness elsewhere. But we never for a second thought about leaving any of this behind. We really hope that you can be encouraged by the fact that the three of us who are still here are ready to take on another chapter of our journey together. You have always been what keeps us going so why would we stop now? We want to stick by you. Knowing that we have a unified passion and a clear vision makes us feel stronger than ever. The “blog” that was posted regarding everything that is going on with our band was a fake. We aren’t sure who did it or why… And we aren’t sure how they timed it this way. This is the first time that we have spoken out about what’s going on and we wouldn’t have released an official statement that important through a personal blog. So, we’re sorry for any confusion and just to remain clear, this is the first time we have spoken out about this. We have some amazing things lined up for next year starting with our tour in South America. We are still coming to you and we are excited about who we are bringing with us! The tour is still on and we can’t wait to see you all. As we look back, and now as we look with excitement to the future, in all of this what truly matters are the good times. The pictures of us with our arms around each other, the long van rides, your faces while you sing along as we play. Thank you for getting us right here to this very moment. We look forward to our best times. And we hope you will go there with us.
Love, Hayley, Jeremy & Taylor
Paramore”

The Chronicles of Narnia: Voyage of the Dawn Treader

2010-12-05T09:29:00.000+08:00

I've read the book a while ago and forgetting the story before watching the movie made it easier for me to appreciate the adapatation. It was a breather not to compare each scene to the book and just enjoy every moment in 3D. "The Chronicles of Narnia" has always been one influential story for me and I love seeing the characters on the big screen all growing up. Since I have always been a crybaby, I can't help but sniffle in the end because I love the lines and I love the music. Some adults would probably not love the movie because it still adapted from children fiction (and I don't think it has crossed-over the adult audience yet), unless these adults are like me who have read the books and enjoyed them... or unless they are also like me who love watching eye candies like Ben Barnes and Skandar Keynes in all their majestic glory. =)

Shhh...

2010-11-25T10:53:00.000+08:00

Let me share with you a secret...

Happy Thanksgiving!

2010-11-25T08:47:00.000+08:00

To the people, places, things and circumstances that helped me become who I am today...

THANK YOU!

Post-HPDH1 Thoughts

2010-11-19T10:13:00.000+08:00

WARNING: May contain spoilers.

I was lining up with my family outside the cinema entrance last night with goosebumps on my arms. I thought, "This is it!". I have been waiting for the last movie a long time and I am about to witness the first of the 2-part installment.

The book was fresh in my mind but I tried not to expect. I don't want to get into the details of the film as others who have not viewed it yet may get spoiled. I have to say, I was just blown away. The pace was fast enough to keep me glued to the screen. They included important events and lines from the book that made me gush inside. As a reader and a fan, it is a big deal for me if the movie can still represent the book in its very essence. They made movie alterations that quite fit in the story line. I was with my father and cousin who never read the books and I think it was made easier for them to comprehend.

The movie has a prestigious line-up of actors and I have to applaud the trio-- Daniel Radcliffe, Rupert Grint and Emma Watson. They have improved a lot on their acting (especially Emma). I have always loved the Harry Potter movie soundtracks and this one is no different. They never really showed much of Hogwarts in here, but the countryside sceneries they captured wowed me. The cinematography was splendid. Even that short Neil Gaiman-ish animation they introduced in this movie (those who have seen the movie know what I'm writing about) was fresh and vital. I badly wanted to see it in 3D. Some scenes reminded me of "The Lord of the Rings". Overall, a lot of effort and thought was placed in creating this last Harry Potter movie and I appreciate that.

Oh, there was actually one thing I expected though-- I would cry. And cried a lot, I did. Lack of sleep did not stop me from sniffling in the beginning, in-between and in the end. It felt like my heart would burst. I couldn't help it. I'm sure a lot of fans know exactly what I mean. July 2011 is still a few months from now. So, I think I would find a way to watch Part I again soon. =)

GMH

2010-11-17T09:26:00.000+08:00

I saw an old couple walking hand-in-hand earlier today.

It made me smile.

Knowing that love can last a lifetime GMH. ♥

The Social Network

2010-11-15T12:47:00.000+08:00

The movie was a bit wordy but once I got the hang of listening to the long conversations, I learned to appreciate what it’s all about. The main actors fit the characters they portray that I had this love-hate relationship with them while watching this film. This is just not about school or friends or career or love, it’s a mix of everything that shows it was indeed based on real life. Wish reality can create a lot of “accidental billionaires” as well. =)

Eat Pray Love

2010-10-09T14:37:00.001+08:00

There was great food, beautiful scenery, hot men, quotable quotes and heartbreaking stories. Julia Roberts is still one great actress for me. Alas, the movie was predictable. I would probably give the book a chance just because Elizabeth Gilbert has this uncanny ability to take the words off my mouth and write them on her books.

Vashti Ivana's Christening

2010-09-21T18:12:00.002+08:00

Last Sunday, my niece became my god daughter.

Welcome to the Christian world, Vashti Ivana!

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Intensity

2010-09-12T18:29:00.004+08:00

click here to view the Intensity concert album
Rain and U-Kiss feat. Christian Bautista
11 September 2010
SM Mall of Asia concert grounds

Today, I realized that...

2010-09-09T22:11:00.000+08:00

"Sometimes, you have to be kind instead of being correct." That's what a friend said and I think it's true.

the people who matter are those who love you even when you are very un-love-able.

people only learn the lesson if they want to.

intuition should not be ignored.

pamper-me/me times are essential.

when you point a finger at someone, more fingers point back at you.

deciding who to trust will make or break you.

time tends to run slower when you're waiting for it.

"Do not do unto others if you don't want others do unto you" still applies.

there is always a chink in the armor, a flaw in the plan, an Achilles heel or a soft spot. No one is invincible.

"Remember Me"

2010-09-06T22:41:00.001+08:00

"Remember Me" (Complete Trilogy)

About 15 years ago, I bought and read the first and second books in this trilogy. I have always been a Christopher Pike reader even before I read a similar genre from Anne Rice or Stephen King. I have searched for the final installment but never really found it. Earlier today, I browsed through a local book shop and found a re-released copy of the complete trilogy. I know I wouldn't be able to sleep tonight if I don't get it. Now, I can't wait for the weekend because, after a long time, I will be able to go through Shari Cooper's story again and finally know the ending. =)

It's so fluffy!!!

2010-09-05T22:38:00.002+08:00

When I first saw the trailer, I wanted to watch the movie. I know it's going to be one of those laugh trips I wouldn't want to miss. A few seconds after the movie started, I was laughing my heart out and it never did end until the credits appeared. I was right. I love each character because they add wit to the plot. My favorite is Agnes. I mean, who wouldn't love her? With her "It's so fluffy, I'm gonna die" line in the trailer, I knew she's going to be my favorite. Aside from her, it was really the minions who made me laugh the loudest. They are so many but it seems like each of them has its own personality that's so funny and lovable. It was a bit predictable, but it was fun with a touch of warmth one wouldn't expect in a villain-y story. =)

Cheers!

2010-08-28T13:50:00.003+08:00

Earlier today, I spent some precious moments with most of my teammates. That was the last breakfast/get-together we will have as Team Vauxhall. Those people were part of my first team in the company where I work and I am grateful that I shared my first one year and seven months with them. Yes, we will still see each other at times, but not as often as we used to. So, to those who have been a part of Team Vauxhall, thank you so much for the memories!

Together, we are one of a kind.

Cheers to friendship!

Viva La Vauxhall!

You and I will meet again,

When we're least expecting it,

One day in some far off place,

I will recognize your face,

I won't say goodbye my friend,

For you and I will meet again.

-- Tom Petty

Post-Mockingjay

2010-08-27T07:27:00.001+08:00

An afterthought. This is the perfect ending to one of the best book trilogies I have read in my life. Get ready to have your heart wrenched. I read it with my eyes darting, my temples throbbing and my nose running. Suzanne Collins kept me wondering, and when I get to a point I think I can predict what will happen next, she will prove me wrong with her next paragraphs. I do not want to spoil anyone, but I think I'm gonna "burst into flames" soon if I wouldn't have anyone to talk to who has read this book. Team Peeta? Team Gale? No, Team Katniss! =)

Summing Up My Weekend

2010-08-02T05:15:00.004+08:00

Salt

I can't believe that is it! I want more! I need more!

Oh well, that's what I thought after the end credits flashed on screen. The movie was action-packed. There was never a dull moment. It was awesome to think that Angelina Jolie did all her stunts and it doesn't bother me that she's been doing that type of a role a little too often now. She is not the kind of actress who will fall into the typecasting trap. The plot was unpredictable and kept me on the edge of my seat. It wasn't brain-racking, but still, the story kept me guessing. Sometimes, it's too much action, but then, there is still enough heart in it.

Percy Jackson and the Olympians: The Last Olympian

It is a good way to end the series. It answered the nagging questions from the previous books yet it kept me longing for more adventures. After seven books, I thought it would have exhausted me, or worse, bored me but it didn't. The touchy and teary-eyed moments are still there. There is no anti-climax (thank goodness!) unlike a series I know. There was a lot of "growing up" themes, but the kid in me still felt at home. I guess the death count is not as surprisingly high unlike another series I know (hehe!). There were predictable parts though, but still, who wouldn't want a happy ending, right?

Summing Up My Weekend

2010-08-02T05:07:00.000+08:00

Family Vacation Snapshots

2010-07-18T00:24:00.003+08:00

July 7-13, 2010

Shots taken from various locations:

Bacolod City and Murcia, Negros Occidental

Iloilo City and Leon, Iloilo

More photos here.

Inception

2010-07-17T19:39:00.003+08:00

If we are gonna perform inception, then we need imagination.

It's plot is unpredictable. It kept me on the edge of my seat. It's mentally stimulating. It has great special effects and an eerie soundtrack that adds up to the suspense. It has a good script that can be a source of quotable quotes. The story has a heart. It's filled with great actors who are perfect for their roles. Leonardo Dicaprio was one of my childhood idols. I have this new-found admiration for Tom Hardy and a not-so-secret crush with Cillian Murphy. I think those are enough cherries on top. The ending? Well, it totally f*cked my head up. Scrambled eggs for brains. =p

Something Random

2010-06-12T09:50:00.001+08:00

The bad things in life open your eyes to the good things you weren't paying attention to before.

~ "Good Will Hunting"

Today is Philippine Independence Day. I personally don't celebrate it, but this year's a bit more memorable because the country will have a new president in a few days.

No, I shall not discuss politics. I am blogging because the past few days really helped me mellow things down a bit. By that, I mean, I've learned to pace things and not always hurry like I'm running after something that is not there. Zest, maybe? But I'm sure I can find it in me one of these days.

Yesterday, a colleague of mine died in his sleep. He was younger than I am. He has little kids as well. It was just the reality check I needed. Life is temporary. Life is short. So, everyday, I'll find a reason to smile. Like yesterday, I saw this white Mercedes Benz with a wedding bouquet in front of it. At the back seat, I can see a couple in their wedding attire. They are probably celebrating their 50th wedding anniversary. I saw them and it just made me smile. Love like that gives me hope.

So, what made you smile today?

Sex and the City 2

2010-06-05T06:19:00.002+08:00

I admit it was a tad too long. I had to check my watch a couple of times. Some people may found some scenes dragging, especially those from the male population who just watched the chick flick to please their girls. But then again, to those who love the glamour, glitz and sparkle in the concrete jungles where dreams are made of, one can't get enough of the feisty gals from "Sex and the City".

This second installment took a different twist compared to the first movie and the series. It's not just all about being single and ready to mingle anymore. Those who have grown up through the years with Carrie, Samantha, Miranda and Charlotte may appreciate how the characters have matured.

I love the fashion (especially the shoes!) and the posh shoot locations. I love the acting and the lines (which made me shed a tear or two). The comedy is still there. I watched the first few minutes and I was already laughing my arse off.

I am not sure if there's going to be a third installment, but I can't think of anymore plot that can add to what this movie has revealed. =)

Beautiful Day!

2010-05-28T01:36:00.003+08:00

27 May 2010

Dashboard Confessional concert in Manila

You have stolen our hearts!

Hands down! This is the best day I can ever remember!

Lee DeWyze won as the 2010 American Idol as well. Hallelujah! =)

I will pose for Lee. Whenever. Wherever. =p

"Fragile Things" by Neil Gaiman

2010-05-23T19:59:00.002+08:00

I love reading Neil Gaiman's short stories. Not all stories made great impressions, but like "Smoke and Mirrors", I do have a handful of favorites-- those are the ones I can retell to others and will always remember. I am happy that the last time Neil Gaiman was here, I told him myself that "October in the Chair" is one of my favorites. That time, I wasn't finished with the book. I am also happy to read "The Problem of Susan" which made me remember how I miss Narnia and the Pevensies. "Sunbird" also has a very interesting plot which reminded me of "Baby Cakes". That's the type of story I wanted to read more of and hope Mr. Gaiman makes a novel out of it. "The Monarch of the Glen" was highly-recommended by a friend and sparked my interest to reread "American Gods". I can mention a lot more stories I like but I think you have to read this book to choose your own favorite.

"Fragile Things" by Neil Gaiman

2010-05-23T19:59:00.000+08:00

Leon James DeWyze

2010-05-22T09:35:00.002+08:00

...is the next American Idol. BeLEEve.

Who could resist that?

Interesting Facts about the Human Body

2010-05-17T23:36:00.003+08:00

Got this from Yerawizardharry's Tumblr, john-fitzgerald-kennedy's Tumblr and constructamess's Tumblr:

Scientists say the higher your I.Q. The more you dream.

The largest cell in the human body is the female egg and the smallest is the male sperm.

You use 200 muscles to take one step.

Your big toes have two bones each while the rest have three.

A pair of human feet contains 250,000 sweat glands.

A full bladder is roughly the size of a soft ball.

The acid in your stomach is strong enough to dissolve razor blades.

The human brain cell can hold 5 times as much information as the Encyclopedia Britannica.

It takes the food seven seconds to get from your mouth to your stomach.

The average human dream lasts 2-3 seconds.

Men without hair on their chests are more likely to get cirrhosis of the liver than men with hair.

At the moment of conception, you spent about half an hour as a single cell.

There are about one trillion bacteria on each of your feet.

Your body gives off enough heat in 30 minutes to bring half a gallon of water to a boil.

The enamel in your teeth is the hardest substance in your body.

Your teeth start growing 6 months before you are born.

When you are looking at someone you love, your pupils dilate, and they do the same when you are looking at someone you hate.

Your thumb is the same length of your nose.

As humans grow older, the lens in the eye grows thicker. This is why people who once had perfect vision often need glasses in their 40s.

The circulatory system of arteries, veins, and capillaries is about 60,000 miles long.

Every day the average person loses 60-100 strands of hair.

One human hair can support 3.5 ounces. That’s about the weight of two full size candy bars.

The surface area of a human lung is equal to a tennis court.

On any given day, sexual intercourse takes place 120 million times on earth.

One out of every 2,000 newborn infants has a tooth when they are born.

Most men have erections every hour to hour and a half during sleep.

After eating too much, your hearing is less sharp.

Even small noises cause the pupils of the eyes to dilate.

Everyone has a unique smell, except for identical twins.

By the age of 60, most people will have lost about half their taste buds.

Humans can make do longer without food than sleep.

A human head remains conscious for about 15 to 20 seconds after it is been decapitated.

The tooth is the only part of the human body that can’t repair itself.

Three hundred million cells die in the human body every minute.

Humans shed about 600,000 particles of skin every hour.

Human lips have a reddish color because of the great concentration of tiny capillaries just below the skin.

The colder the room you sleep in, the better the chances are that you’ll have a bad dream.

Your ears secrete more earwax when you are afraid than when you aren’t.

Humans are the only animals to produce emotional tears.

Lee Dewyze's Homecoming

2010-05-16T11:49:00.001+08:00

Lee DeWyze Honored in Chicago, Mount Prospect Friday - Chicago News

American Idol (season 9)

2010-05-16T10:05:00.003+08:00

Whatever happens, Leon James DeWyze is my American Idol.

Lee doing the weather!

Summer 2010

2010-05-13T22:10:00.009+08:00

I'm glad I was able to go out of town and visit the beach before rainy season begins. I had fun with my team mates/friends when we went to nearby Tagaytay, Cavite and Nasugbu, Batangas for some bonding, sun, sea, fresh air, food, booze, laughter, stories and memories.

Peeking inside the cave

Sun-kissed girls

Cool and clear water

Capturing moments

Happy morning boat ride

Team Vauxhall in Tagaytay

Click here for more pictures from my summer getaway!

Something Fishy

2010-04-03T23:47:00.004+08:00

Have you ever seen...

Patrick Starfish in person?

Nemo finding another Nemo?

Gossiping sharks?!

I have.

I spent Good Friday with my family in Manila Ocean Park.

Click this to view my album

Fangs Up!

2010-03-29T08:56:00.002+08:00

It was one of those instances wherein I feel like I am a lucky fan. I was one of those 25 A-card holders who got two free tickets plus a meet and greet with Cobra Starship during their mall show in Alabang Town Center last March 27, 2010. Since my sister is more of a fan than me, I gave her the meet and greet pass. We bought the CD and got another stub for the autograph signing. We got seated in the front row. Too bad we didn't have good cameras to take our shots with, but the mobile phone cameras did their jobs. Here's what we got:

"Good Girls Go Bad" video:

http://karenkristie.multiply.com/video/item/40/Good_Girls_Go_Bad_Live_by_Cobra_Starship

"Hot Mess" video:

http://karenkristie.multiply.com/video/item/41/Hot_Mess_Partial_and_Live_by_Cobra_Starship

Pictures:

http://karenkristie.multiply.com/photos/album/123/Cobra_Starship_Live

Gaimania in Manila 2010

2010-03-19T19:05:00.004+08:00

Revelations: The 3rd Philippine Graphic/Fiction Awards was held at the Rockwell Tent (Powerplant Mall) last night, March 17, 2010. This annual awarding ceremony is Fully Booked and Neil Gaiman's way of celebrating Filipino talent in writing, drawing and and this year, film-making. Gaiman fans and fiction/fantasy enthusiasts were there as early as 4 PM for registration. Those who came a bit later had the option to pre-register with Fully Booked online. That's what I did considering I sneaked in a couple of hours of sleep after my night work shift. I had the feeling that it was going to be a good night, so I filed for leave. Boy, was I glad!

Gaiman books were displayed and on sale beside the registration booth just before the entrance to the tent. We were in by 7PM. Good thing there was free beer. That made us more patient I guess, more... erm, relaxed. A little after an hour or so, there was an attempt to copy the original "wall of sound" (coined by Neil himself) before Mr. Jaime Daez of Fully Booked introduced THE Neil Gaiman hidden behind the masks of those pretending to be Neil Gaiman. I have to admit, the crowd was not even twice as many compared to his first visit 5 years ago, which was held on the same place but on a weekend. Gaiman fans screamed as hard as we could and Mr. Gaiman took the stage in his usually funny although humble disposition. Despite the coat, yes, he still looked like a rock star.

"We owe it to each other to tell stories..."

When Mr. Neil Gaiman started reading that line from his poem "Locks", I remembered that vague instance when I was reading the same line from my own copy of "Smoke and Mirrors". I can't believe I am listening to him saying out loud now. Neil Gaiman is one of my favorite authors of all time and I love hearing him tell his stories. It's the expression, intonation and the accent maybe that made all the difference. This was the third time he'd been here in the Philippines and I always saw to it I get to see him in person whenever I had the chance. Last night was extra special though. After reading "Locks", he read an unpublished poem. I didn't get the title because it sounded foreign but Neil's translation sounded like "St. Orem's Graveyard of the Island of Iona" and it felt wonderful to be one of the first people to listen to this. Oh and before I forget, he was wearing the same coat he wore at the Oscars this year. How cool is that?

Next thing I knew, they were introducing the People's Choice Awardees and winners for the Prose, Comic and the newly-introduced Short Film categories. Each winner was acknowledged with a trophy/plaque and cash prize courtesy of Neil Gaiman himself. They would also get a chance to have dinner and talk with him. Lucky, lucky them!

In between the awarding, 100 names have been electronically raffled off from the registration list for a book signing pass after the program. Each winner will get a chance to bring 2 books for Neil Gaiman to sign. I was with my sister and some friends and I bought 2 unsigned Gaiman books with me. I just knew When a friend's name showed up as number 43, I knew I "converted" another friend to the so-called Gaimania. She bought two books for Neil to sign. I never thought I could feel any better than that until I saw my name as lucky fan number 69 flashed on the stage! Finally, my copy of "Anansi Boys" and "Fragile Things" will have their very own Neil Gaiman autographs!

I had my other books signed before and it really didn't sink in immediately during that time the fact that I would get another chance to meet him and talk to him in person. Another chance! So when I stepped closer to that table where Neil Gaiman was busy signing other people's books, my hands went sweaty and cold. Ok, I won't shake his hand then. I'll just hug him again (my first Gaiman hug was on my birthday in 2005 when he first came here)! The next few moments were surreal. I got to ask him to let my sister go up on stage to take a picture with us. I got to talk to him and tell him how much we love his short story "October in the Chair" from "Fragile Things" and all he can say was "Thank you! Thank you!". I got to tell him I was lucky number 69 and he even offered to sign my number and include that information with his signature on my copy of "Fragile Things". I was babbling.

I felt a lot of different things that time-- nervous, excited, honored, humbled and mostly happy. Happy as any fan would be if he or she were in my shoes that time. It was just a few minutes, but it was well worth it. That feeling of surreal or cloud nine was what I felt after that encounter. Others may feel like I'm overreacting, but only a real fan would understand it. I walked away from Rockwell Tent that night adding more to my list of unforgettable memories in this lifetime.

Thank you, Mr. Neil Gaiman! Thank you for the monsters and ghosts and demons. Thank you for the words and wisdom and hope. Thank you for the laughs and tweets and twitpics. I pray you won't get tired of visiting the Philippines in the future. Please tell us if you need more of our calamansi juice or dried mangoes. You are always welcome here. We look forward to more of those visits and we are glad for the opportunities and acknowledgements you are giving us. For that, we will be eternally grateful.Links:

More information on the finalists here:

http://www.fullybookedonline.com/revelations/

A complete list of the winners here:

http://charles-tan.blogspot.com/2010/03/3rd-philippine-graphicfiction-awards.html

Links to my old albums during Neil Gaiman's visit in 2005:

http://karenkristie.multiply.com/photos/album/4/Neil_Gaiman_in_Manila

http://karenkristie.multiply.com/photos/album/5/Neil_Gaiman_in_Manila_2

Neil Gaiman reading his poem "Locks":

http://karenkristie.multiply.com/video/item/33

Neil Gaiman reading an unpublished work:

http://karenkristie.multiply.com/video/item/34

Pictures here:

http://karenkristie.multiply.com/photos/album/122/Gaimania_in_Manila_2010

The 3rd Philippine Graphic Fiction Awards

2010-03-17T12:07:00.002+08:00

March 17, Wednesday

Rockwell Tent

Registration starts at 4PM

Program Starts at 7PM

No entrance fee!

Bring 2 of your favorite Neil Gaiman books!

You just might be one of the lucky 100to get your books signed before the night is over! (I will!!!) =)

Book Signing

March 18, Thursday

North Court, Power Plant Mall

Registration starts at 2PM

Book Signing: 4PM - 8PM

Bring your Book Signing Pass!

More info here:

Fully Booked Online

Why is a raven like a writing desk?

2010-03-08T00:47:00.001+08:00

I have been looking forward to this film for the longest time! Admittedly, I haven't finished reading Lewis Carroll's "Alice's Adventures in Wonderland and Through the Looking Glass". I was distracted by other books. So, from a movie-goer's point of view, "Alice in Wonderland" was wonderful, pun intended, especially on digital 3-D! I am biased because I love Tim Burton films, Johnny Depp and the fact that most actors who voiced or played the characters are from Harry Potter movies. I am a fan of the music as I have been listening to "Almost Alice" the album for the past few days now. So, the story reminded me of bits and pieces of this animated version I watched as a kid. I have always found the characters quite disturbing, like the Red Queen and the Cheshire Cat, but I appreciated how their characters "mellowed" in this film and still remained their weirdness.

I go crazy whenever I hear the question, "Why is a raven like a writing desk?". I guess I should not fret in case I go bonkers because you see, all the best people are. In conclusion, I think this movie deserves a very vigorous Futterwack!

Life's Lessons

2010-03-05T14:45:00.001+08:00

As you grow up, you learn that the person that was never supposed to bring you down, probably will.

You will have your heart broken more than once, and every time, it gets harder.

You might break hearts too, so remember what it felt like, when yours was broken.

You'll fight with your best friend.

You'll blame a new love for what an old one did.

You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll probably lose someone you love.

So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt.

Because sixty seconds you spend upset, is a minute of happiness you can't get back.

Earth Hour 2010

2010-03-02T11:03:00.000+08:00

I support Earth Hour 2010!

One hour to save the world

March 27,2010 by 8:30 to 9:30pm

Turn off the lights and join Earth Hour this March 27!

Have you ever been in love?

2010-02-26T17:07:00.003+08:00

"Have you ever been in love? Horrible, isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit or armor, so that nothing can hurt you. Then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life. You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love."

~* Neil Gaiman *~

I don't hate love. Well, not all the time. I have a love-hate relationship with LOVE. Hehe! =)

Yesterday's Lesson

2010-02-20T07:34:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, I learned that:

Just because you're lonely doesn't mean you have to settle for someone or something lesser than you think you deserve.

I didn't know I can be masochistic at times. I watched "Valentine's Day" alone. Don't get me wrong, I am used to watching movies alone for years now. I actually enjoy that because I can show my reactions without worrying how people beside me would think, especially when I laugh out loud or sniffle my tears. The movie was a laugh trip most of the time. The last part was touching. I love those kinds of films. It reminded me a bit of "Love Actually" wherein the stories of the characters are inter-connected. They have these different, but realistic endings since not everyone lives happily ever after. I like that.

After the film, I enjoyed a momentary but peaceful "alone time" with a hot cup of cappuccino and music. I needed that before going back to the madness called reality. It was great while it lasted.

Today, three of my friends will undergo the sacrament of matrimony. Now those are people I know who never settled until they felt that they were with the person they want to be with forever. I know I can be jaded with love sometimes, but going through this day, I can't help but be myself again-- an utterly hopeless romantic. Kris, Rej and Oneal: Congratulations and best wishes to you! May your married life be filled with wonderful memories you will cherish through the years. =)

Neil Gaiman in Manila again!

2010-02-14T11:40:00.004+08:00

Click here for more info at the Fully Booked site.

March 17, 2010. Rockwell Tent. 7 PM.

March 18, 2010. North Court, Power Plant Mall. 4 PM.

Another event I am definitely not going to miss!

Mockingjay

2010-02-14T11:04:00.002+08:00

Click this to read more about it here.

August 24, 2010.

The next and final installment of Suzanne Collins's "Hunger Games" trilogy.

I can't wait!!! =)

Q and A

2010-02-06T11:33:00.002+08:00

I have read this years ago and stumbled on this again today online. I don't even know who wrote it. Reading it still has the same effect on me, so I wanna keep it here and share it with anyone who views it.

“THE QUESTION"

If you see me walking the road with someone else

It’s not because I like his company

It’s because you’re not brave enough to walk beside me.

If you hear me talking about him all the time

It’s not because he pleases me

It’s because you’re too deaf to hear my heartbeat.

If you feel me falling with someone new

It’s not because I love him

Because you’re not there to catch me fall.

If you feel lost, I, too,am nowhere

I, too, don’t know where the road is going

Are we gonna cross each other’s path

Or just completely turn around?

Will we just let go of what we had

Or go to the place where love is bound

Don’t let me walk with him

It’s you I want to walk with

Don’t let me talk of him

It’s you I want to talk with

Don’t let me fall for him

It’s you I want to fall in love with

“THE ANSWER”

When you thought I wasn’t brave enough to walk beside you

I was behind you every step of the way

Still filled with awe because of the beauty that stands before me

When you thought I was too deaf to hear your heartbeat

I didn’t want to assume anything

And I was afraid to lose our friendship

When you thought I wasn’t there to catch you

It was because you never gave me the chance

You never reached the bottom, you’ve already grabbed the branch

If you feel like you are nowhere, I too am lost

I too don’t know where the road is going

Are we just going to turn around,

Or are we gonna cross each other’s path?

Will we just let go of what we had

Or go to the place where love is bound?

Don’t let me walk alone

I want to walk by your side

Don’t let me talk of something else

It’s you I want to talk with

Don’t let me fall for someone else

It’s you I want to fall in love with.

Picture Quotes

2010-01-26T19:47:00.002+08:00

I have been trying to experiment on Adobe Photoshop and Adobe Image Ready for the past couple of days. I haven't had much time in my hands. Being on Tumblr made me realize I can create these on my own. Here are the first two ever picture quotes I made. =)

"Catching Fire"

2010-01-11T21:47:00.001+08:00

"End of Book Two."

After that line, I wanted more.

I couldn't believe I have to wait for a few months for the third and final installment in this trilogy. In my opinion, this "Catching Fire" is not as fast-paced as "Hunger Games", but I was hungry for more. There's more drama and more depth. The characters matured and the lines worth quoting. It's an adventure I wouldn't want to be caught in myself, but is still something I want to witness. Reading this book took me to another level of the Hunger Games and you can bet my year won't be complete without reading the last one.

Welcome, 2010!

2009-12-31T15:34:00.000+08:00

A few hours from now, 2009 will be soooo last year!

May this year bring good tidings.

Happy New Year, everyone!

Seasons Greetings!

2009-12-25T02:45:00.003+08:00

We may not have snow here in the Philippines, but it's already Christmas.

May we all have a blessed and meaningful season!

Merry Christmas!

Today, I realized that... (Part 2)

2009-11-22T15:31:00.001+08:00

... Things happen for a reason. It's how I choose to act or not act on it that defines who I truly am.

... Real friends won't care about the distance, time and the differences in our paths and beliefs. True friends will always be on my side no matter what.

... If something is meant to happen, it will.

... Everyone has a freedom of choice. I won't blame myself if other people opt not to be with me because there will always be people who would.

... If I find myself feeling lonely, I will just look around. I am still blessed because there are people who unconditionally love me.

... If ever I feel lonely, I can also look at the mirror. I have myself too.

... It gets tiresome whenever I give excuses for someone else.

... When life's getting pretty boring, do something spontaneous. It won't hurt to be adventurous sometimes.

... Experiences keep on repeating themselves until I learn the lesson that I have to learn.

... When life's getting too emotional to bear, there's always comfort food like ice cream and chocolates and comfort drinks like Bailey's or strawberry milk shake.

... I say things I don't mean and mean things I don't say. That will always be a part of life.

... Time cannot heal wounds if you won't let it.

[More realizations to come...]

Today I realized that...

2009-11-19T21:36:00.000+08:00

... I can't please everybody.
... I can't force someone to like me. Nobody really knows me like I know myself.
... People come and go in my life as they please, but there will always be reasons why they leave or why they stay.
... Music inspires real life.
... Real life experiences make good music.
... Love can be expressed in many ways.
... A good laugh is one cure for emo-ness.
... Any relationship should be nurtured by two people and not just one.
... Impressions will always remain just impressions unless proven otherwise.
... My family will always accept me and love me, whatever I may become and whatever decisions I may make.
... When there comes a time when I think nobody believes in me, I just believe in myself and the rest will follow.
... Communication is the key to still keep people a part of my life.
... Communication, like love, is a two-way street.
... Time waits for no one.
... When I lose someone, that's when I realize his or her importance.
... When someone makes bad choices that doesn't mean he or she is a bad person.
... There should always be balance between time with friends, family and self.
... I can never be too careful especially if I hurt easily.
... I should learn from past mistakes. Experiences teach lessons and lessons are there to be learned.
... Reality is subjective.

[More realizations to come.]