I need a 3-day weekend. I need a full day of sleep. I should stop overthinking because it drains my energy. I should stop watching sad videos and reading heartbreak stories then crying. I should stop imagining the probabilities of him and her to avoid seething with jealousy.
Maybe I need to get drunk.
Monday, November 06, 2017
Saturday, November 04, 2017
Moving On: Day 13
One disadvantage of being an overthinker is that I begin to imagine all my future visions of us fade away and change to him and another woman.
It's torture but it's my way of getting myself ready for any possibility. Maybe it's for the better.
Friday, November 03, 2017
Moving On: Day 12
I feel proud of myself for not wanting to get drunk or cry myself crazy everyday.
Keeping busy with work really helps. It's a different kind of stress but, currently, it is a welcome one.
Today, I will continue:
1. Ignoring his messages. He'll get tired of that eventually.
2. Listening to empowering songs in moving on playlists. I get to discover new music that really helps me not to wallow in my misery.
3. Setting dates with friends. I can vent until I frustrate them. Haha!
4. Planning time off for myself. I hope to schedule another solo travel experience soon.
5. Finding time to spend at home. I don't get to get all melodramatic when I'm at home (except when I am taking a shower) since stuff at home keeps me preoccupied.
Here's to the weekend! Cheers!
Keeping busy with work really helps. It's a different kind of stress but, currently, it is a welcome one.
Today, I will continue:
1. Ignoring his messages. He'll get tired of that eventually.
2. Listening to empowering songs in moving on playlists. I get to discover new music that really helps me not to wallow in my misery.
3. Setting dates with friends. I can vent until I frustrate them. Haha!
4. Planning time off for myself. I hope to schedule another solo travel experience soon.
5. Finding time to spend at home. I don't get to get all melodramatic when I'm at home (except when I am taking a shower) since stuff at home keeps me preoccupied.
Here's to the weekend! Cheers!
Thursday, November 02, 2017
Moving On: Day 11
The good thing that came out of me not totally blocking him off in some other communication line is that I get to tell him everything that's on my mind. All the pent-up frustrations were released and I have to say, I can now go on without him without any regrets.
Sure, there are multiple attempts from him to bring things back to the way they were, but I am pretty sure I can start imagining a life without him. I gotta start focusing on myself.
Sure, there are multiple attempts from him to bring things back to the way they were, but I am pretty sure I can start imagining a life without him. I gotta start focusing on myself.
Wednesday, November 01, 2017
Moving On: Day 10
I really hate it when I get messages from people I want to forget.
I hope they know when to leave me alone and give me peace of mind.
Either you want me in your life or you don't. There is no in-between.
I hope they know when to leave me alone and give me peace of mind.
Either you want me in your life or you don't. There is no in-between.
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