Selfish

The difficult thing with loving someone who already has a responsibility is that you will always be in a position where you are just one of the options. You will never get 100% of his attention, of his love, of his care, of his thoughts and worries. You will never feel spoiled. You should always understand, should always adjust and should always accept that there will be times when you feel unwanted, ignored and even stupid.

I've accepted that but sometimes, I can't help but be human, and being human means being selfish sometimes. This is one of the days when I'm feeling selfish. So sue me.