not again

What am I doing up at this time of the day? I should be asleep in bed right now for I have work tonight.

But no, I was informed that I have a "briefing" today in that agency I mentioned before in my previous post. I did not get a briefing. The contact person actually discouraged me to continue hoping for that PT position in New York. She said aside from the US$4000 placement fee, I think I have to take up some subjects before I could take the board exams and it is going to be a loooong wait for the approval (if there is) from FCCPT. Where the hell am I gonna get four thousand US dollars?! She told me if I am really interested to get that, I should continue, but if not, I should just wait for other opportunities. If she only knew I've been waiting for that "opportunity" for almost three years now. Will that ever come?

Plan B is still good to go. The thing is, she told me to pass my papers for the callcenter position even though I do not have two years experience yet. There is going to be an interview next month and she wants me to be included in that batch. I better let my officemates know about this. It's exciting!

I dunno. If I'm meant to go this way, then I will make the best of it.