our lives

I was on my way to work earlier when I noticed that like our house, a lot of houses on my street don't have xmas decors too. Our street does not look that festive compared to last year. It makes me feel relieved knowing that my house doesn't look out of place in our community. It also made me feel sad wondering why that happens. Do they have the same reason as ours for not putting up xmas decors?


Good news for me is that I bought the cellphone I wanted. My Ma is still caught in the wall she is creating for herself. I could find some cracks in that wall every now and then but she is still not speaking to me. Made me wonder what I did. Since she did not advise me about not spending my money, I bought the phone anyway. My Pa was able to buy his prescription eyeglasses too and that made me happy even if I'm broke right now. =)


I hope it's the start of something better for us and I hope my Ma starts sharing her thoughts again to us. How would I understand her if there is no communication? I don't even know the reason why she is not talking to me in the first place. It is frustrating.





Is there love, tonight
When everyone's dreaming
Of a better life
In this world
Divided by fear
We've got to believe that
There's a reason we're here
Yeah, there's a reason we're here...


Cause these are the days worth living
These are the years we're given
And these are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives...


See the truth, all around
Our faith can be broken
Our hands can be bound
But open our hearts
And fill up the emptiness
With nothing to stop us
Is it not worth the risk?
Yeah, is it not worth the risk?...


Cause these are the days worth living
These are the years we're given
And these are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives...


And even if hope was shattered
I know it wouldn't matter
Cause these are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives...


We can't go on
Thinking it's wrong to speak our minds
I've got to let out what's inside...


Is there love, tonight
When everyone's dreaming
Can we get it right?
Yeah, can we get it right?...

Cause these are the days worth living
These are the years we're given
And these are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives...


And even if hope was shattered
I know it wouldn't matter
Cause these are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives...


"Our Lives"
~*The Calling*~