Eraserheads: The Final Set

Fun.
Each minute was entertaining. I could barely see the stage, but we were near the big screen so it was cool.


Loud.
We were near the speakers, so I got temporarily deaf in my right ear.


Crowded.
I'm just glad we didn't lose each other.I got tired standing but it was all worth it.


Enjoyable.
I wasn't embarrassed to dance and sing because everyone was doing it. I noticed a lot of fans having fun and it felt good. Most of them are in my age bracket as well. Oh yeah, I'm getting old.


Meaningful.
Francis M. should have been there to sing my used-to-be work anthem "Superproxy". He will be missed. On the other hand, I think Ely justified the rap part plus the singing of "Kaleidoscope World". That gave me goosebumps.


Memorable.
It is one of those concerts I've attended that I won't forget. It's my first Eraserheads gig and it may as well be my last. *sniff*


Nostalgic.
The fact that they performed together is nostalgic enough. Imagine watching music icons performing live. Each song reminded me of happy and, sometimes, boring but eventful memories from my past. I never imagined those songs would trigger them and even make me remember all the lyrics. People can't help but get teary-eyed after "Ang Huling El Bimbo".


Bravo Ely, Raimund, Buddy and Marcus! =)

The Walk

(written on February 28, 2009 | 1:43 A.M.)


I took the long way home. It was tiring but I didn't want to call it day yet. So, I walked. I passed through rowdy crowds, blaring music and tempting leisure activities. I was exploring my options. Still, I went on. I wanted my feet to take me somewhere I haven't been to before. But since I'm no expert on spontaneity, I just ended up buying a drink to rehydrate. I made a quick plan and entertained my options. It turned out, short notices don't always work out.


It was midnight. If I were a stranger watching myself at that moment, it would look like I have a destination or purpose in mind. Deep inside, I pitied myself. I found myself walking past strangers with blurred faces. I was not alone, but I felt lonely.


My legs were aching, but I moved on. My mind was racing as well. I was thinking of possibilities that may turn out untrue. I ws thinking of people who may not even spend a minute thinking about me too. Life can be unfair.


Since I wasn't brave enough to go through dark alleys, I hailed a cab. I was thinking, if I were at the same place in a different time and I had someone to walk through the dark alleys with me, I wouldn't have minded. But life has to go on. Getting in the cab, I could have gone to anywhere, but I ended up choosing familiar destination.


I'm home as I'm writing this. I'm alone in my room, but I'm feeling a certain comfort. I don't feel so lonely anymore. I'm calling it a night.

Not Into Me

I just watched that movie "He's Just Not That Into You". I have to read the book. I swear! Not only did I really relate to the movie, it made me laugh and cry. It made me swear to myself not to fall in love again, and made me wanna fall in love all over again (think of the song "Buses and Trains" by Bachelor Girl).


Am I the rule or the exception?

25 Random Things

I lost count from the tags I received. I am tagging anyone who wants to answer. So, here goes...


1. I've always wanted an older brother because I want someone to take care of me and baby me.


2. I do not memorize the multiplication table in English. I studied in a Chinese school until I was 10, so I memorize it in Chinese (Fukien).


3. I still keep the diaries I wrote when I was in grade school.


4. I easily fall in love. (Aww!)


5. I had my first kiss when I was 22.


6. I really cry easily. Even TV advertisements make me cry.


7. I am a visual learner/person.


8. I used to say I want to get married at age 27. Now that I'm 28, I don't know if I want to get married at all.


9. When I'm quiet, I may be upset, in deep thought, bored, sleepy or just amused.


10. I never practiced my profession.


11. I tend to overanalyze things.


12. I have a feeling I was male in my previous life. (Yes, I believe in reincarnation.)


13. I want to learn how to cook.


14. I want to learn how to swim.


15. I love food but I want to lose weight.


16. My idea of a perfect date is good food, good wine and good conversation by the beach under the stars. =)


17. I wanted to run away from home when I was younger, but I was too much of a coward to do it.


18. I gush when I see old people holding hands (or displaying affection) in public.


19. I am a touchy person to people I'm close with.


20. I'm a hopeless romantic to the point of cheesiness. I'm a sucker for love stories, fairy tales and happy endings.


21. I would like to travel the world before I die (or even after I die).


22. I collect shoes, bags, perfumes, CD's and books.


23. I'm scared of roller coasters but I'm not scared of heights.


24. I dream in color. I usually dream of running and being chased.


25. When I was young, I wanted to either be a doctor or a marine biologist.

For Friends...

... who turn my frown into a smile
... who listen to my silly stories
... who listen to my even sillier love songs
... who accept me for all my imperfections
... who adjust to my moods
... who understand my predicaments
... who are there when I need them the most
... who remember me even when I'm away
... who give thoughtful gestures
... who take care of me
... who know how to say the right things at the right time
... who fight for friendship and what it represents
... who work hard and play harder
... who are brutally honest
... who value my opinion
... who won't allow distance or time drift us apart
... who teach me how to love
... who are there when I fall
... who are still there when I get up
... who make life easier
... who make the world a better place


THANK YOU!!!