Have You Ever?

Have you ever felt like you were forced in a situation you never really want to be a part of in the first place?


Have you ever felt like crying even when people around you are laughing and having fun?


Have you ever felt like wanting to be alone hoping that spending time with yourself can change everything?


Have you ever felt like holding back an idea because of fear of what others might say?


Have you ever felt like suppressing a feeling because of insecurities and doubts that the feeling is going to be validated?


Have you ever felt like you are trapped in a maze and there's no way out?


Have you ever felt like you're going in circles and you don't really know what your destination is?


Have you ever felt lonely without knowing the reason why?


Have you ever felt like nobody understands and the person who possibly can is not there for you?


Have you ever felt like life has no purpose or meaning?


The ultimate question is a bit melodramatic, I know. If you answered "yes" to all or some of these questions, I understand how you feel. I thought I've become numb but screw sensitivity when all I want to do is get away from it all... Tomorrow is another day. May it be better than today.