Sunday, August 13, 2006

Fix Me

scribbled 12:35 P.M. | 11 August 2006 | in the bedroom

I am broken.

At least, I think I am. If life's like a wheel turning, I've had a few dizzy rounds. It feels like, at this moment, I'm at the bottom and just looking forward to go back to the top. I've been at a loss for words lately. I haven't been blogging as often as I used to. I'm missing my Muse wherever it/she/he may be. My moods have been constantly swinging, ever-changing like the weather these past few days. I guess it's just the time of the month. Blame it on PMS.

Life's dragging me by the heels and it's really tiring.

This is my song for the moment:

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
and ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

High up above or down below
when you're too in love to let it go
but If you never try you'll never know
Just what your worth

Lights will guide you home
and ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears streaming down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears streaming down your face and I

Tears streaming down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face and I

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Fix You
Artist: Coldplay
Album: X&Y

Happy thoughts of the day:

An officemate (Hi Dennis!) bought a Spongebob Squarepants autograph to work and let us fill it up. It reminded me of my grade school days when I would bring an autograph to school, let my friends and crush write on it and hope my crush would put my name on the blank after "Who is your crush?" Hahaha! The autograph did not have that question though, but it was still cute. 80's babies, you know what I'm talking about.


Jaz said...

the tide'll turn....whatever disappointments you have in life right now won't stay as it is. cheer up now ok? or at least try to, alright?

Jennie said...

I remember having one of those "slum books" when I was young. I also remember getting my crush back then to sign it. Imagine my joy in seeing he wrote down my name in the "who is your crush" line :)

Hahahaha! Ang baduy :p

loryces said...


~*galenlondeien*~ said...

jaz: Thanks. You feel better too. :)

jennie: Haha! See? I think we all went through that familiar stage. :)

loryces: Thanks! *hugs*

aurea said...

Hope you feel better.

Thanks for reminding me of autograph books - a weird custom from grade school in the 'Pinas! Another one is collecting those air freshener beads...

~*galenlondeien*~ said...

aurea: Yep! Feeling a bit better. Just a matter of changing my outlook despite the same standing of the hole in my pockets. Hahaha!