I wonder.
I wonder a lot of things and today, I have added more mysteries in my life.
He officially announced his special someone to his friends and family. Why did I not deserve that kind of treatment or label? Am I not girlfriend material? Am I too fat? Too old? I wonder why.
Why did he have to lie to me? Why did he have to tell me he doesn't want to let me go only a few days before the big reveal?
Maybe he's an asshole. Maybe he's a coward who doesn't have the balls to tell me the truth. Maybe he's selfish. Maybe he's all of the above.
It hurts to be betrayed like this, but I know thay I played fair. I was always open and honest. I was a friend 'til the end. I can truly say that I don't have any regrets. I even wished him to be happy. I have to accept now that he is now officially a part of my past. I have to let go and start focusing on myself.
We hurt because we love too much.
But because we love too much, we heal.
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