It all started with the word "unfortunately" and I knew I couldn't get a loan. I have been denied several times for any credit application and it's not even my fault. My mother has bad credit and it's affecting me as well. I guess that's just a lesson for me to stop "borrowing" money (although I know I can afford to pay it myself). So much for my dream mobile phone I'm wishing to get before my birthday. *sniff*sniff*
On to the not-so-gloomy side of my day... I just decided I am going to take this one day at a time. I'm enjoying the company and the small talks and I won't let any guilty feeling bring me down. Don't get me wrong, I try not to pursue. I'll leave that to the other girls. I'm not that desperate.
Sorry if I lost you on this post. Let me put it this way, just imagine you liked someone very, very much for a long time now. But as of the moment, you're in an relationship (however "unstable" it may be it still IS a relationship). Personally, I don't think it's too big of a deal knowing that it's just a crush. But what if the object of your infatuation is becoming a (really cute) friend? Are you gonna deny yourself that?