I had a talk with a friend earlier, someone I haven't seen for more than a year now. He updated me with his life. I'm glad to know he is with a new girl now and that girl is one of our friends too. They're having trouble with the distance also and I can relate to that.

But that guy is really sweet and I can't help but compare what he's doing to his gf to what he is doing to me. Then my friend also gave me second thoughts... weird since those are the same thoughts another friend told me. Oh well. I think they are just concerned and I think I know what I'm going through.

I just hope he is sincere. I hate myself for having doubts.