Today, I am happy.

I had "lunch" (at dawn) alone in a 24-hour convenience store about 4 blocks from the office. I've been doing that for a week now. I appreciate the soothing music they have there. As I was walking along the dark parking lot, I realized that these past few days, I am happy.

Despite the pending "doom" that awaits me when my mother confronts me why I have been keeping my romantic relationship secret from her, I am still happy. I'm quite scared of the thought but at least I am in a good mood these past few days.