Now don't it always seem to go that you don't know what you got til it's gone
~Counting Crows, "Big Yellow Taxi"
That's why, NEVER take anybody for granted... because you might only realize the value of someone (or something) when it's gone.
On the 6th of this month, I'll be on my 4th month working in this company. By then, I will have the option to leave anytime I want. Two months from now, I will get the chance to prove myself worthy of being a regular employee (and of course, get all the perks of being one).
For three months already, I haven't seen my crush in the office. I thought he already vanished into oblivion or maybe because our schedules don't meet. But yesterday, I saw him again. The feeling was like in high school. I never had this hiatus of not having a crush before. It's been so long since I had one. But the "feeling" was re-instated again. It's good to be affected that way. Although I have a special someone now, crushes are different. I guess I just miss being a kid again.