Ok, I will try to make this look as "general" as possible.

There are things in life-- experiences, people, memories-- that we always wished for. Then time passes and we forget about those "wishes". Then we continue living. Until the time comes when, in one reason or another, these things we wish for suddenly happen. Good. But when they start to come into your life, you're so used to your current lifestyle. You're not ready for these things to happen. Then what's worse, they arrive all at the same time and you feel overwhelmed with all the options you have in front of you, that you dunno what to choose. Actually, you dunno if you want to choose anymore.

There's pressure. Not to mention your conscience nagging you now and then. Your mind tells you one thing, your heart tells you another. You're confused. You can't choose. You dunno where you could go for help or for advice.

Then you just decide to take it one day at a time, hoping everything will settle down. Everything will be much more simple. But then you're not sure... coz somewhere deep in you is saying that only you can provide the answer to all your questions... only you can decide. It's tough. Really tough.